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sitting at home smiling
the perfect plans set
the next day to be a success
looking forward to friends

a miniscule hint
sends you crashing down
the joy of others
suddenly your downfall

all you can feel is a burning in your chest

jealousy rages inside

loneliness presses in all around

you're smothered in it

drowning in your own despair

another heat from the inside

hatred of the inevitable
hatred of the uncontrollable

rage at the indignity
rage at the wrong

hatred of the hatred

rage at the rage